You really can’t trust anyone. I’ve tried to put my trust in people I considered family, friends, whatever and they all pull the same shit. Even when I’m around people in alone cause I can’t fully open up to them, I can’t say everything that pops up in my head. I am alone in my mind. I’m alone on the outside. I don’t go out with friends cause I have no real ones. I don’t go out with family because I have none near me. I have my thoughts. That’s it.